Everyday I pray to him asking him to take me away
To a place free from struggles and all the pain
Tears falling free, eyes swollen cries growing faint
Walls closing, in feels like all my prayers are in vain
Face stained with dried tears still I don see a sign
Starting to wonder if all that talk bout God was a lie
Contemplating suicide but I don wanna die
No chance of ignoring the past every time I try
I end up feeling worse and I cant help but cry
Whisper to myself words of encouragement
Im strong I got the will and the determination
I’ll be able to withstand all your illest intentions
Got up and stood tall while I was stab in the back
Conscience clear and im not holding back
I know that you wish you could be all that
That’s the reason you spread rumours and fears
Jealous that my aim was spread smiles and tears
Its so clear that the words you speak and the prophecies
Are Fake just like the Pharisees
Makes me feel like jesus knowing my back is backed by my families
This is the world and it stops only in your fantasy
Nobody owes you nothing so please stop the jealousy
I’ve been thru worse as a child you are nuttin to me
Distort the truth change reality
But know one thing that the truth will be free
So if you wan me Come get the rest of me.

You got to hold your head